Older, Bolder, Wiser, Stronger

It was my birthday recently. And I am hitting the 33rd milestones! WOW! :)

I don't even feel 33. How is 33 old woman suppose to fee?

Anyway it's been a long time since the day I was born back in Jakarta. 3 decades and 3 years. Being the 4th child ( out of 5) in the family, I must said it suits me very well. I am the youngest girl in the family, I have 3 older sisters ( one is a lot more different than the other) , but I still can put out the "bigger sister" rank to my younger bro. Great right? hahaha. I can be the " baby" and " bossy" at the same time.

Being older means being wiser ( hopefully) for me but without losing my "true self". I am still the same person as 15 years ago and today. I've learn a great deal, I saw the pain and the beauty of this life, I feel and stumble, I made mistakes ., I did stupid things, I did childish thing, I said some rude and thoughtless stuffs and even hurt the people that I love.

But I do allow my self to grow and to make mistakes in life. And I allow people around me to have the same right too. Let them grow and make mistakes once in a while. Because you can learn a new knowledge but wisdom must be gain from experience in life. Make the experience or even mistake worth it. Take something good out of the bad thing, always look at the silver lining in the storm.

I feel much more confident in my 30's compare to the 20's . I know more about my self as I grow. I know my strength, and my weakness. And I love my self for the complete package , and yes that include the bad and the good. The cellulite and the stretchmarks, the wrinkles and the cracked heels, the flat nose and the big pores. ^_^ AAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHH........ :)