I'm missing my baby!

I just opened up my old photo files and this pic, and boy.. I really miss my baby!

She's going to be 3 this weekend. Of course this sounds so cheesy and obvious ( since I am her mother) but she is the sweetest baby. ( and turns out to be a cheeky toddler ^_^ ).

As a baby she was very easy to take care. Everything was ( almost) a smooth sailing ( or if there was rocky road along the way I almost can't remember it haha) . I took her with me to KL when she was just 2 months old then to Jakarta when she was just about to be 4 months. And she's been traveling for quite a distance for a 3 years old girl.

As for pregnancy wise I got a bad morning sickness for the first 3 semester, got the bad news for high risk down syndrome ( 4x higher than it should be) , we went to Hong Kong to to the amniocentesis, and thank Good, the DNA test showed negative and confirm of single female fetus!hahaha.. we couldn't be happier and I didn't even feel the pregnancy at all , then BANG suddenly it was my due date.

As soon as I knew I was expecting , I got the news that my husband has decided to trans located to Sabah. Imagine the emotional turmoil ( with hormones and all) I had to going through from this news apart from being distraught of the Down Syndrome risk I need to move to a "new" place, leaving our house, our friends, our job, our life all behind to take a risk in a new city. Not to think about how many things we need to settled buy then : packing, finding moving company, arrange ticket and finding new house ( Me and Indy went and stayed in Jakarta for a month before we came to KK).

But I think I handled it quite good. I was sad ( of course) to leave Guang Zhou and all behind us but I was also looking forward for change , for new challenges in life , like to know new people, to love the city , to be able to make it work. And I guess I did it! Beside Life without Challange , how boring it could be?


By the time I was 5 month pregnant I was here, didn't know any friends, in a new city, with a 3 years old toddler, and husband that was busy with new job, try to find OB/GYN, maid, and school and the list went on and on .So before I knew it....22nd August 2006 I was in the hospital waiting for the C-section.

During the whole pregnancy with Maya, I had visited 5 OB/GYN in total! Not bad eh... :) , the details ( just in case you are wondering how come 5?) : 2 in Guang Zhou China ( one is local and one is expat) , and one is the specialist in Hong Kong, One in Jakarta, and last one of course in KK.

11 days old.

I just want to Thank God for all of His blessing to us .